はてなキーワード: good jobとは
元増田とは漫画の趣味が合う気がする。ブスなんて言わないでとか、ひとりでしにたいとか、いい作品だよね。
私のオススメも投下。
・違国日記
最近ガッキー主演で映画化されたけどマジで原作マンガ良いです。
・君の心に火がついて
単行本として値段は高いけど自分的にはその価値はあった。色んな抑圧や生きづらさを感じている人にぜひ読んでほしい
・隠密お局
同じ職場で働くそれぞれの人の立場がどれもリアルで共感できる。この作者のGood Jobも良いが、隠密お局もまた良作。
レンタル彼女、ホス狂い、ソープ嬢、メイクしたい男性など色んな登場人物を少しずつ掘り下げていてついつい読んでしまう。ホス狂いで身体売る子とかアホだなと思ってたけどこういう人生だったらそうなっても仕方ないかも…と思ったりとか。みんな幸せになればいいのに…
ドラマがヒットしたけど、いろんな価値観や人生があるんだよというのはまさに。
・君と宇宙を歩くために
「普通」ってなんだろ、とか、一生懸命生きることとか、考えさせられる
心が荒んだ時に読み返してる
・よつばと
他の人も勧めてるけど、よつばと、いいよねー
原文
Japan review it's been a year since I
moved to Japan and I thought it made
sense to finally rate Japan I will talk
about things I like and the things I
don't like which seems to be the only
two options available if you have
so sugoi or did you know Japan is
actually really bad it's got a lot of
survival issues okay I will list one
good thing and bad thing and I will not
hold back there's no trash bins
I have to put in my pocket
oh
there's always these generic things that
you hear or yes when we you visit it's
kind of weird but then you realize it's
not a big deal anyway let's start off
with number one reason I like Japan
it feels like a giant playground no I
don't mean in the Logan Paul kind of
sense of doing whatever the hell you
want
but rather there's a infinite things all
right lazy feels like to explore and
experience and I've been here a year now
and I don't think I'm gonna get bored
anytime soon although I am having a
child so I don't know how much more I
but it really feels like a whole new
world and if you visited you can
probably relate to it and I'm glad that
even a year in it still feels incredibly
fresh and I even would say that you
realize that the best part of Japan
aren't the touristy places kind of
obviously but there are so many areas
that I found that I really enjoy
visiting and this is probably more
specific to me but you know Tokyo is
very busy and so many times I just catch
myself surrounded by what feels like
hundreds of people and they have no idea
everyone is just doing their own thing
now once it was staring at me no one's
following me no one's being weird you
guys are weird and I'm just kidding I
just love the feeling of being able to
exist in public and uh not worrying
about what everyone else is doing like
I've said this before but I genuinely
enjoy talking to fans or when people
approach me it always makes me happy but
it can be kind of frustrating to always
wanting to just do your own thing and
always be
you know so yeah let's move on to the
bad things of Japan number one reason
Japan is bad it's kind of a heavy
subject and I haven't seen anyone else
really talk about it it's not brought up
very often at least and that is cones
there's too many cones in Japan once you
see it you cannot unsee it they're
everywhere they say oh Japan has so many
vending machines there's like five per
there's more cones than people why are
there so many cones I need to know we
got the tall ones we got the small ones
we got the funny ones the cute ones the
sexy ones I do like those I just don't
understand that whoever plays these
cones think I'm just gonna barge through
oh thank God there's cones here
otherwise I had no idea what I was gonna
and I realized the cone history of Japan
stretches centuries okay if you played
Animal Crossing sometimes it's a
Japanese game so sometimes you get these
items right you're like oh that's kind
of weird I don't know exactly what that
is but it's probably something Japanese
and then you get the bamboo thing and
you're like what the hell is that what
am I even gonna do with that and then
you see it in real life here in Japan
you're like holy [ __ ] it's a cone that's
I feel like they are following me
I'm glad I was able to talk about this
I'm for one and willing to call out
Japan knock it off man no more cones
there's enough cones let me tell you
something even better than cones you may
have noticed new merch finally it's been
forever my mom came over she had
unofficial merge because I literally
have no other merch I've hadn't hadn't
merch I'm sorry Mom so we spruced up the
logo got a cool back design the team
that worked on it really truly
understand how my brand and I think they
did such a good job these pieces look
amazing and I think you guys are gonna
really like them as well these are
available for limited time only so make
sure you order now so excited to finally
have this merch available thanks to
amaze for making this happen we are
gonna have one piece that will stay on
the store so my mom will not buy the
wrong merch but for a limited time that
piece will be available in this color
off-white kind of color it looks really
nice and then after that you can still
get it but not in this color that's
you want this one yeah I get it
so yeah check that out if you're
interested I'm so happy about these
designs and I hope you guys would like
them as well all right reason number two
I like Japan yay when we first announced
that we were gonna move to Japan there
was so many people just saying how bad
Japan is actually did you know Japan is
really bad did you know this I have to
list all these reasons now because
everyone is like thing and then thing
Japan ah so I have to tell them and I
it's actually but one thing in
particular that people said was that old
people really don't like foreigners they
hate them so when I was gonna stop by to
say hi to our neighbors who was a little
older at least some of them I was
terrifying I heard all these stories you
know like what are they gonna do to us
so I had my guard up ready for the worst
and I was met with nothing but kindness
and welcoming and I felt like a total
dick for having this preconceived ideas
and just a side comment like yes there
are definitely probably people that
don't like foreigners and all that stuff
but I realized I should let my own
experience is dictate how I feel about
certain things maybe that's just
ignoring a problem I don't know it just
feels like it's a bad way to approach
life if you always have a negative
expectation you know it's smiling people
smiled back
thank you sometimes they don't and
that's okay you know anyway my point
being Japanese people are very in my own
experience
are very nice and friendly the majority
at least and yes even to foreigners I
feel like they are especially nice to
foreigners because they think we're like
a kid lost at Disneyland or something
I just asked for directions I didn't
need you to walk me for half an hour to
this specific place I was going but
thank you I appreciate it a lot of times
I go bouldering alone and there's always
other groups of people being supportive
and yelling like I'm about there like go
you can do it I love it I think it's
great you know or if you're small
talking with people people generally
want to communicate with you and I love
having those moments but of course
there's times where people are like oh
you're a foreigner I don't feel like
even trying
which again it's fine speaking of which
reason I don't like Japan number two
their language
I have lived here for a year and I'm not
fluent in Japanese
I am dumb I am very dumb I remember the
moment we moved here I had studied some
Let's test out this knowledge that I
have acquired let's go I'm just gonna
come in it's gonna be dangerous and you
enter a store for the first time and
they're like
what
what oh
what the classic the most common
experiences that you have aren't
necessarily what you're taught in the
textbook yay I know I think that's the
same for anyone learning a language for
the first time but don't even get me
started on the kanji main what the [ __ ]
is this I feel like Japanese is such a
hard language obviously but I don't
think people realize how hard it is at
least me personally because the more you
learn the more you realize you don't
know [ __ ]
for English speakers Japanese is
considered one of the most difficult
languages and because it's just so
different I listed it as bad because
that was my first kind of experience
with it coming here but the more I
interact with people the more it feels
like I'm unlocking new skills you know
oh I made a phone call for the first
time oh I could ask someone over the
phone I know big deal but it's like oh I
can actually do that or even just having
a small tiny yes shittiest conversation
with a stranger it's still something and
it feels good you start to all of a
sudden understand you know a movie if
you're watching oh I understand actually
what's going on here or I can play games
and kind of get what this they're saying
I have to look up words obviously but to
me all those new experiences that it
unlocks to me is very rewarding even
though it's such a challenge I would
actually now say it's a good thing I
played it on its head it was a good
thing all along but I obviously have a
and it just I don't think it will damage
time reason number three I like Japan
this is nothing to do with Japan to say
it's more related to me taking a more
relaxed approach to YouTube for my
entire 20s I did nothing but YouTube
that was my life and that's okay but I
also think it was a little toxic
probably you know if I wasn't making
videos I sure as hell was thinking about
making videos I uploaded videos during
and it feels really good to finally be
free from it you know and I can discover
other things in life there are other
things in life
a new hobbies and interest that I've
always wanted to do I can do and have so
much fun with it surfing I know I would
love for the longest time and I finally
get to do it and it's so [ __ ] amazing
I love learning new things anything that
isn't necessarily connected to all of
this on the internet and that is
something I'm very very grateful that I
discovered so yeah it's not really Japan
I could have done that anywhere but it's
largely why I enjoyed so much here
reason I don't like Japan number three
this is probably the most trickiest one
and it's the rules what are the rules
Japan has so many rules and it's a bit
conflicting for me to complain about
because a lot of the best stuff about
Japan not the best stuff but a lot of
the reasons why Japan works so well is
because of the rules you know the trains
are always on time things just work in
general it's hard to explain the streets
are clean people aren't loud in public
and so on and these are sort of societal
rules that make it happen more or less
but sometimes There are rules that just
don't make any sense and I have no
problem following rules as long as I
understand the reason for it you know
don't talk on the phone on the train
because it's generally annoying when
other people do that to you A lot of it
is just be thoughtful of other people
it's not just about you and that just
makes it more pleasant for everyone but
one rule is especially which I talked
about before is the fact that because of
kovid I'm not allowed to be in the
delivery room for our baby for more than
two hours that's because of covered
rules it just doesn't make sense to me
and I tell people about this like uh
family and friends and they're always
like well why don't you just ask them or
like why don't you talk to them I'm sure
you can there's got to be somewhere and
it's like no it's Japan okay there are
rules and people follow the rules for
better or worse you know so the more I
ChatGPT3.5だけど、英語でやってみたらやっぱりポンコツだった。赤太字は筆者注。
List some words that start with the letter A and end with N. (Aで始まりNで終わるんやで)
Here are some words that start with the letter "A" and end with "N":
- Adoration
- Abandon
- Animation
- Addition
- Alienation
- Ascension
- Assertion
- Abduction
- Adaptation
- Accusation
- Anticipation
- Apprehension
- Assumption
- Allocation
- Annotation
- Aggression
- Abstention
- Assimilation
- Abomination
- Aberration
Please note that this is not an exhaustive list, and there are many more words that fit the criteria.
(ええやん。できてるやん。やっぱ英語だといけるんかな？)
Nice. Let's add one more condition. It should be in 6 letters. (6文字条件を追加やで)
Certainly! Here are some six-letter words that start with the letter "A" and end with "N":
- Action
- Amount (ん？)
- Autumn
- Absurd (ん？)
- Arisen
- Auburn
- Apron (ん？)
- Austin
- Aspens (ん？)
- Airman
- Axiom (ん？)
- Amazon
- Aragon
- Aston (ん？)
- Ataman
- Aspnet (ん？)
- Alevin
Again, please note that this is not an exhaustive list, and there may be other six-letter words that meet the given criteria.
The words you listed contains some incorrect words. List the incorrect ones with its reasons.
Apologies for the errors in the previous response. Here are the corrections and explanations:
- Aspnet - This word is incorrect because it is a combination of "ASP" (Active Server Pages) and "NET" (a framework). It is not a standalone word. (自分に厳しいやん。でもtで終わってる点はスルー？)
- Ataman - While "ataman" is a legitimate word, it is not of English origin. It refers to a military title or leader in certain Cossack communities. (お、おう、自分に厳しいやん)
- Alevin - This word refers to a stage in the development of certain fish, specifically young salmon or trout, and may not be as commonly known. (自分に厳しいのか、相手をちょっとバカにしてるのか微妙やな？)
Here is an updated list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N":
Check them by yourself all along the list.
Apologies once again for the inaccuracies. Upon reviewing the words, I realized that there are additional errors. Here is the revised list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N" without any incorrect words:
I apologize for the earlier mistakes and any confusion they may have caused. Thank you for bringing it to my attention. (さっきのリストとまったく一緒やぞ)
Let's check one by one.
Apologies for the previous inaccuracies. Let's go through the list one by one to ensure accuracy:
- Action - Correct
- Amount - Correct (？)
- Autumn - Correct
- Absurd - Correct (？)
- Arisen - Correct
- Auburn - Correct
- Aprons - Correct (？)
- Austin - Correct
- Aston - Correct (？)
Upon reviewing the words individually, I can confirm that all the words listed are correct and meet the criteria of starting with "A" and ending with "N" while having a length of six letters. (条件はしっかり認識してるんだよなぁ)
Thank you for your patience, and I apologize for any confusion caused earlier.
Is "amount" correct?
Apologies once again for the oversight. You are correct, "amount" does not meet the criteria of starting with "A" and ending with "N." I apologize for the mistake.
Here is the updated and accurate list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N":
Thank you for your patience, and I apologize for any confusion caused by the earlier incorrect word.
(これ1つずつ消していかんとあかんのか…？)
Is "Absurd" correct?
Apologies once again for the mistake. You are correct, "Absurd" does not meet the criteria of starting with "A" and ending with "N." I apologize for the oversight.
Here is the updated and accurate list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N":
Thank you for your patience, and I apologize for any confusion caused by the incorrect word in the previous response.
There is one word that doesn't satisfy the conditions even now. Can you identify it? (最後の試練を与えたるで)
Apologies once again for the oversight. Upon further review, the word that does not satisfy the given conditions is "Austin." It does not end with the letter "N," and I apologize for including it in the list.
Here is the corrected and accurate list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N":
I apologize for the repeated errors and any confusion caused. Thank you for bringing it to my attention.
Austin has six letters.
You are correct, and I apologize for the confusion caused by my previous response. "Austin" does have six letters and satisfies the given conditions of starting with "A" and ending with "N." I apologize for the mistake in my previous correction.
Here is the accurate and revised list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N":
Thank you for your patience, and I apologize for any confusion caused by the earlier incorrect information.
Let's check all the words by counting each letters.
Certainly, let's go through the words and count the letters to ensure accuracy:
- Action - 6 letters
- Autumn - 6 letters
- Arisen - 6 letters
- Auburn - 6 letters
- Aprons - 6 letters
- Austin - 6 letters
- Aston - 5 letters (？)
Upon reviewing each word individually, it appears that all the words listed have the correct number of letters, ranging from 5 to 6 letters, and meet the criteria of starting with "A" and ending with "N." (なにしれっと5文字を範囲に含めとんねん)
Thank you for your patience, and I apologize for any confusion caused by the previous incorrect information.
What do you consider "the correct number of letters" in this situation? (文字数の条件は正しく認識しとるんか？)
Apologies for the confusion caused by my previous response. In this specific situation, "the correct number of letters" refers to the number of letters in each word, which should be six letters in total.
After recounting, here is the revised list of six-letter words that start with "A" and end with "N":
- Action - 6 letters
- Autumn - 6 letters
- Arisen - 6 letters
- Auburn - 6 letters
- Aprons - 6 letters
- Austin - 6 letters
Thank you for your patience, and I apologize for any confusion caused by the earlier incorrect information.
(具体的に Aston が間違いだと指摘しなくても自分で気付けたのは偉いで…)
Good job.
Thank you for your understanding. I apologize for the initial mistakes and appreciate your patience. If you have any more questions or need further assistance, feel free to ask.
確かに技術は凄いしこれからもっと進歩していけば例えば企業なんかがイラストレーターに発注するよりも自前で安くイラストを入手できたりすんのかもなーとは思う。
俺の好きなpixivのエロ小説にもAI生成の挿絵を載せてる人がいてなるほどそれは良い使い方だなと感心した。
イラストが欲しい側の立場からしたらそりゃ便利でうれしいツールってわけだな。将来絵を描く人間の仕事は減るだろう。
でもAIに描かせたイラストをこれみよがしに見せつける人間、この種類の人達のことがいまいち理解できない。へえ、綺麗な絵ですね。ほお、AI生成ですか。だからなんなんだ。
インターネットに絵をあげる人間はたいてい自分の描いた絵を褒められてチヤホヤされたいという承認欲求がある。自分の描いた絵が注目されて賞賛されたらそりゃあ嬉しいだろう。自分で描いたんなら。でもAI生成のイラストです！っつって綺麗なイラスト見せられてもどういう反応をしたらいいのかわからない。百歩譲って自分で描きました！っつって嘘ついてAIの絵を載せるならまだわかる。もちろんそんなことする奴は外道だしそれによって得る賞賛も虚構でしかないが。
AIにイラスト描かせんのにも技術が要るというのはわかる。じゃあなんだ、あなたはAIにイラストを描かせるのがお上手ですね、って言えばいいのか。指示がうまい！nice operation!いや普通にgood jobでいいのか。いいのか？
さておき、AIイラストにもAIならではの独特の面白さがあって、何から学習したのかよくわからん記号が入っているだとか、キメラチックな構造物だとか、人間にはない発想の絵が出来上がる。この面白さは俺にもわかる。
今急に思いついたが承認欲求関係なく「こういうイラストが見たい」と思ってシンプルにAIに頼んでるだけか。別に賞賛とか己の実力が云々とか何も関係ないんだな。
俺はイラストを通してその向こう側の、描いた人間のことを考えるのが好きだからやっぱりAIの隆盛は怖いな。そしたら人はアナログでしかできないようなことをしたりインスタレーションみたいなことをして絵は生で見てこそのもの！っつったりすんのかな。そしたら現地にいけない庶民からは切り離されていったりすんのかもな。印刷業もデバイスの画面では表現できないような、立体的な処理だとか、紙の材質をアレコレして触感を変化させたりしたら面白いんじゃないか。知らんけど。まあそれもAIの考案だったりしてな。
イラストを描く喜びそのものは別に無くなりはしないだろうが、仕事が減るとなれば描く人間は減るよなあ。DIYみたいな位置づけになっていくのかもしれないな。
500年後くらいに人類が衰退して電力が賄えなくなれば人の手によるものが増えてくんのかな。その時には技術も失われてるかもしれない。
2chまとめサイトが激減してる。これだけで俺は150点上げたい。
UIとかそのうち慣れるからどうでもいい。低解像度のモニタじゃ絶望的に見辛そうだけど、そんなことより2chまとめサイトがトップページの半分を占めてた状況が改善された事を俺は素直に賞賛したい。大手まとめサイトは常時上がってるし、マイナーなサイトも管理人の自演ブクマでズラズラ上がってた状況が何年も続いていて、トップページの価値がほとんど0に近くなってた。従来はトップページの45%が2chまとめサイトだった(2012年6月に計測：動画とはてなブックマークニュースを除いた総エントリに占める割合)のに対して、リニューアル後は10%前後に収まってる。驚きの白さですよこれは。もう少し長い期間計測する必要はあるけど、これはいい感じなんじゃないでしょうか。
どうも同じブクマ数でもトップに表示される媒体とそうじゃない媒体があるのかな。単純にブクマ数で振るいにかけてるわけじゃない？媒体ごとに何らかのパラメータが振られてる気がする。少なくともIP変えてプライベート3ブクマでトップに表示させてたような低俗まとめサイトがあまり上がってこなくなってる。中の人Good Job
JASRACが憎いのは分かるけど、今回の公取委の排除命令に関しては、冷静な議論を見かけない。ネットの上では。
テレビなら効果音だとかBGMで分単位だか秒単位だかで著作権の絡む楽曲を使ってるのだから、全曲管理するコストというのは相当なものだと思うけど。そして包括契約自体でもって独占禁止法違反、というか反競争的行為とみなすと言うのは訴訟まで持っていった場合勝てないんじゃないかなあ。まず「包括契約」＝使い放題が実質的に値段を下げていると言う面で見ても、それが原価割れでもなければ「不当廉売」として反競争的とは認められないのは公取委自体がわかってるはず。（「不当廉売」は告発はたくさん出るけど排除命令の数がそこまで出てないのは、原価割れ基準を達成してない、単なるイチャモンだと公取委自体が判断してるからだろう。）あと、競合他社を締め出すと言う面からは、市場の囲い込みとして攻めるつもりかもしれないけど、これも直接に（つまり金銭的利益を経ずに）競合他社との契約を禁止するものでない限りは「参入排除」とは言えない。（「実質的」ていうのは危うい。競争ってもの自体が、「実質的には」ライバルを締め出して客を取るものなわけだから。）で、そしてこの件に関しては、そもそもの全曲管理のコストを考えると、それなりに包括契約はコストを節約するものだし、むしろ経済厚生を高めるものとして（あとはせいぜい分配上の問題があるけど）余裕で勝てそうだと思う。（まあ審判はともかく、日本の裁判官は競争法も経済自体も知らないからわかんないけど。公取委が排除命令で他の例としてあげているNTTとの訴訟がどうなるかによるのか知らん。音楽関連として挙げているものは、むしろ遠い例。これらは明け透けな参入排除っぽいじゃないか。というかこの補足がJASRACのお馬鹿さんにはヒントを与えないようによく出来ている。）
言ってみればJASRACの役割は（公取委の排除命令の補足の図で意識されているように）、権利者と利用者を仲介するプラットフォームなわけで、それ自体が音楽利用の「市場」になってるわけだ。で、コスト面だけで考えるなら「市場」は大きいほど効率的（楽曲管理や支払いの手間が減る）なので、単純に小さく分割すればいいとは限らない。もちろんシェアが拡大するほど価格を吊り上げようとするので、それが結果的に音楽利用を減らすことにもなりうる。ここらへんの綱引きは難しくて、じゃあどういう手立てがありうるのかってのは単純に解答が出るものじゃないけど、いずれにせよJASRAC自身も確かにバカでそこらへんをきちんと理論立てて言えてない（所詮は文化庁の役人が、競争法に弱い、たぶん知財専門の弁護士を頼っただけの理屈。というか日本の独禁法だけ見てもあまり経済的合理性でどう守れるかは分からないだろうけど。）
ましてブロガーｗは感情論ばかりで経済的な理屈も独禁法自体もわかってない（というか同じ文章でJASRAC以外のものを当てはめてみれば、どれだけ独禁法を無闇に振りかざすことがあぶないかわかりそうなのに。）まあ公取委のほうは、どうせ裁判所も法律バカだと思ってるんだろうし、イケイケドンドンなんだろうけど。（どうもセブンイレブンのやつにしても、ビミョウなラインなのに社会的注目浴びそうなやつを攻めてる感じがする。景表法違反とか談合とかそういうので飽き足らず。）
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「また、以下のような主張も展開しています。しかし、どれもこれも的はずれでおかしいものばかりです。ド素人ならだませるのかもしれませんが、インターネット上では通じないでしょう。よほどJASRAC寄りの解釈をしない限り、擁護することすらできません。」
この次に続くGIGAZINEの議論が、独禁法の条文さえもなしってのはド素人が単に大声でわめていているだけにしか見えない。（まあ所詮GIGAZINE...だからこそ、「お前が言うな」と思ったんだけど。)そもそもなんでインターネット上には、競争法に関することでド素人が少ないのかが意味不明だし。（まあ実際、あれを読んでもわからなくて、ゴニョゴニョゴニョってのを読まないと何が具体的に反競争的行為として定められてるかわかんないんだけど。それくらいはわかるよなあ。ド素人でなければ。）
まあJASRAC憎し痒しで目がかすむんではなくて、これを気に少しでも法律（ってかお役人）に規律されなければならないような競争とは何かとか、公正な競争というのは具体的には何を指すのか、どうやって実現するのか、（あるいは実現する上でどんな限界があるのか）とか、もうちっと関心が高まればいいんだけど。単に公取委good jobというだけでなくて。（かくいう自分もそういう関心高まっても良さそうなところを攻めてること自体はgood jobだと思う。残念なのはアメリカでのマイクロソフトvsDOJの訴訟みたいに本格的な議論がなさそうなことで。）
転職先は決まってる。
でも、やりがいや達成感を得られない。そんなの自分で作る事でしょ！って言うかもしれない。
でも、自分で必死に業務を遂行して完成したときに、自分のやったぞ！っていう気持ちはあっても、会社からいっさいの評価、感想がなかったらどう？
……そういうのが何年も続いた。
ほんのちょっとだけ「Good Job!」って言ってもらえるだけでいいのに。
そういう気持ちをチラリと見せてもらえるだけで次もがんばれたのに。
会社に辞めたいって伝えた。
淡々と退職に関する手続きが進んでいる。同僚からの引き止めはあるものの、直属の上司などからは一切なく。
いらない子だったんだな、って思った。この数年間がんばったのはなんのためだったんだろう。嫌なことにも耐えてがんばったのはなんだったんだろう。悲しくてくやしくて泣けた。
「冷たい会社ですね…」ってぽろっとこぼした。
「辞めたいっていうからスムーズに退職できるようにすすめてるだけだよ。本当はあちこちからなんで？とか引き止めの声はあるよ。」と言われた。
それが本当だったとしたら、なんであとからそういうこと言うのだろう。
なぜそのときに言ってくれなかったのか。
もしかして、業務完遂したときにも本当は誰かが「Good Job!」って言ってくれてたのだろうか。それが私まで届かなかっただけ？
でも、もう遅い。手続きは進んでいるし、私は絶望している。
そして泣き続けている。