To Feel Alive

To Feel Alive
To Feel Alive
EP by Kali Uchis
Released	April 24, 2020
Recorded	2020
Length	10:03
Label	Virgin EMI; Interscope;
Producer	Rogét Chahayed; Bunx Dadda; Aja Grant; Austen Jux-Chandler; Sounwave; Kali Uchis; Vegyn;
Kali Uchis chronology

To Feel Alive is the second extended play by American singer Kali Uchis, released on April 24, 2020, through Virgin EMI Records and Interscope Records. It is her first extended play since Por Vida (2015) and first release overall since Isolation (2018).^[1] Unable to issue her second studio album, the singer recorded the EP's songs in her home while self-isolating due to the COVID-19 pandemic.^[2]^[3]

Background and composition

Before the release of To Feel Alive, Uchis uploaded a video to her YouTube channel featuring snippets of demos for "Honey Baby" and "Angel", with the latter previously titled "Pablo Escobar";^[4] ultimately, none of the songs were used for Por Vida. The two were then reworked, with "Angel" having only one line changing.^[5] Uchis first performed "I Want War (But I Need Peace)" during her 2019 co-headlining tour with Jorja Smith.^[4]

Charlie Zhang of Hypebeast wrote that the EP features "dreamy, electric synth-infused sounds that complement Uchis' uniquely wistful singing".^[6] In an interview for Insider, Uchis revealed that it took "probably 15 minutes" to write and record the EP's title track.^[5]

Artwork and promotion

The EP's artwork consists of a drawing of a brunette Uchis performing oral sex on a blonde version of herself,^[7] representing the combining of styles found on Isolation and Por Vida, respectively, to form a new, more pleasurable one.^[8] The image's explicit content was censored on Spotify and Apple Music.^[4]

A lyric video for "I Want War (But I Need Peace)" premiered on April 26, 2020.^[9] The video's scenery was filmed in Uchis' backyard through a green screen.^[5]

Critical response

NME's Thomas Smith gave To Feel Alive a 4 out of 5 stars rating, praising Uchis' vocal performance and her decision of rerecording the demo tracks.^[4]

Track listing

*To Feel Alive*^[10]
No.	Title	Writer(s)	Producer(s)	Length
1.	"Honey Baby (Spoiled!)"	Karly-Marina Loaiza Aja Grant Joe Thornalley	Vegyn Grant	2:04
2.	"Angel"	Loaiza Jason Kirt Simeon Fleming	Kali Uchis Bunx Dadda	2:23
3.	"I Want War (But I Need Peace)"	Loaiza Mark Anthony Spears Rogét Chahayed	Sounwave Chahayed	2:39
4.	"To Feel Alive"	Loaiza	Uchis	2:57
Total length:				10:03

Notes

The first three track titles are stylized in all lowercase.
"To Feel Alive" and any text within brackets are stylized in all caps.

Credits and personnel

Credits adapted from Tidal^[11] and organized in alphabetical order by surname.

Rogét Chahayed – production, songwriting (3)
Bunx Dadda – production (2)
Jason Kirt Simeon Fleming – songwriting (2)
Aja Grant – production, songwriting (1)
Austen Jux-Chandler – additional production (1), mixing (1, 2, 4), engineering (3), mastering (4)
Henry Lunetta – engineering (3)
Prash "Engine-Earz" Mistry – mastering (1–4), mixing (3)
Sounwave – production, songwriting (3)
Joe Thornalley – songwriting (1)
Kali Uchis – lead vocals (all tracks), songwriting (all tracks), production (2, 4), engineering (2, 4)
Vegyn – production (1)

Release history

Region	Date	Format	Label	Ref.
Various	April 24, 2020	Digital download streaming	Virgin EMI Interscope	^[11]^[12]
Various	October 24, 2020	LP	Virgin EMI Interscope	^[13]

Charts

Chart (2021)	Peak position
US Current Album Sales (Billboard)^[14]	94

References

^ Strauss, Matthew (April 20, 2020). "Kali Uchis Announces New To Feel Alive EP, Out This Week". Pitchfork. United States. Retrieved April 21, 2020.
^ Uchis, Kali [@KALIUCHIS] (April 20, 2020). "can't give you my album yet, but i recorded some demos in my room for u. TO FEEL ALIVE EP this friday" (Tweet). Retrieved April 21, 2020 – via Twitter.
^ Uchis, Kali [@KALIUCHIS] (April 21, 2020). "it will be a 4 song ep i made in a couple days, during quarantine. recorded all of it alone, in my room, bcoz i won't roll out my real album right now, but wanna give my babies Something ٩(˘◡˘)۶ nobody needs to listen to it, & i don't want ANYONE to buy it. thank u" (Tweet). Retrieved April 21, 2020 – via Twitter.
^ ^a ^b ^c ^d Smith, Thomas (April 29, 2020). "Kali Uchis – 'To Feel Alive' EP review: a modern icon transcends her breakthrough period | NME". NME. Retrieved May 10, 2020.
^ ^a ^b ^c Ahlgrim, Callie (May 5, 2020). "Kali Uchis breaks down the quarantine EP she made on her bedroom floor, and how solitude can be a powerful tool". Insider. Retrieved May 10, 2020.
^ Zhang, Charlie (April 24, 2020). "Kali Uchis' Dreamy New EP 'To Feel Alive' is Both Buoyant and Wistful". Hypebeast. Retrieved April 27, 2020.
^ Droke, Carolyn (April 20, 2020). "Kali Uchis Announces Her 'To Feel Alive' EP With Raunchy Cover Art". UPROXX. Retrieved April 21, 2020.
^ Ross, Alex Robert (April 20, 2020). "Kali Uchis's new EP To Feel Alive is out this Friday". The Fader. Retrieved April 21, 2020.
^ Uchis, Kali (April 26, 2020). i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) lyric video (Video). YouTube.
^ "@kaliuchis on Instagram: ":-# 01. honey baby (SPOILED) 02. angel (pablo) 03. i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) 04. TO FEEL ALIVE"". Instagram. April 22, 2020. Retrieved April 22, 2020.
^ ^a ^b "TO FEEL ALIVE EP / Kali Uchis". Tidal. Retrieved April 24, 2020.
^ "Kali Uchis - TO FEEL ALIVE". Universal Music Group. Archived from the original on May 7, 2020. Retrieved April 21, 2020.
^ "Kali Uchis - To Feel Alive EP - LP". Rough Trade. Retrieved 2020-10-01.^{[permanent dead link‍]}
^ "Kali Uchis Chart History (Current Album Sales)". Billboard. Retrieved May 18, 2021.

[1] Strauss, Matthew (April 20, 2020). "Kali Uchis Announces New To Feel Alive EP, Out This Week". Pitchfork. United States. Retrieved April 21, 2020.

[2] Uchis, Kali [@KALIUCHIS] (April 20, 2020). "can't give you my album yet, but i recorded some demos in my room for u. TO FEEL ALIVE EP this friday" (Tweet). Retrieved April 21, 2020 – via Twitter.

[3] Uchis, Kali [@KALIUCHIS] (April 21, 2020). "it will be a 4 song ep i made in a couple days, during quarantine. recorded all of it alone, in my room, bcoz i won't roll out my real album right now, but wanna give my babies Something ٩(˘◡˘)۶ nobody needs to listen to it, & i don't want ANYONE to buy it. thank u" (Tweet). Retrieved April 21, 2020 – via Twitter.

[NME_review-4] Smith, Thomas (April 29, 2020). "Kali Uchis – 'To Feel Alive' EP review: a modern icon transcends her breakthrough period | NME". NME. Retrieved May 10, 2020.

[Insider_interview-5] Ahlgrim, Callie (May 5, 2020). "Kali Uchis breaks down the quarantine EP she made on her bedroom floor, and how solitude can be a powerful tool". Insider. Retrieved May 10, 2020.

[6] Zhang, Charlie (April 24, 2020). "Kali Uchis' Dreamy New EP 'To Feel Alive' is Both Buoyant and Wistful". Hypebeast. Retrieved April 27, 2020.

[7] Droke, Carolyn (April 20, 2020). "Kali Uchis Announces Her 'To Feel Alive' EP With Raunchy Cover Art". UPROXX. Retrieved April 21, 2020.

[8] Ross, Alex Robert (April 20, 2020). "Kali Uchis's new EP To Feel Alive is out this Friday". The Fader. Retrieved April 21, 2020.

[9] Uchis, Kali (April 26, 2020). i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) lyric video (Video). YouTube.

[10] "@kaliuchis on Instagram: ":-# 01. honey baby (SPOILED) 02. angel (pablo) 03. i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE) 04. TO FEEL ALIVE"". Instagram. April 22, 2020. Retrieved April 22, 2020.

[Tidal-11] "TO FEEL ALIVE EP / Kali Uchis". Tidal. Retrieved April 24, 2020.

[UMG-12] "Kali Uchis - TO FEEL ALIVE". Universal Music Group. Archived from the original on May 7, 2020. Retrieved April 21, 2020.

[13] "Kali Uchis - To Feel Alive EP - LP". Rough Trade. Retrieved 2020-10-01.^{[permanent dead link‍]}

[14] "Kali Uchis Chart History (Current Album Sales)". Billboard. Retrieved May 18, 2021.

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