Ok #the girls were fighting (irl) so I am not doing what I planned to do tonight but instead listening to sing street to compose myself.
And I’m thinking TOO MUCH about these songs and the movie that the musical is based on. Specifically Go Now and how that’s Brendan’s only song.
Drive it Like You Stole it *could* be considered his song. But Conor is the one who sings it. And I’m thinking like. He gave him that song and in Go Now he hid the sorrow and only showed the joy in getting his brother out of there. And in the movie, he gave Connor that song too. In the movie, it’s not Brendan’s song. It’s another gift.
Conor never hears go now from his brother. He sings it himself.
Something something the moon will sing a song for you but ten times worse to me because. He has so much joy that his brother is free despite him still being trapped. He doesn’t sit in hurt, he celebrates being left for something more.
And also in Go Now in the musical you still get that joy at Connor escaping in the movie. But it’s so different in the musical because of how it’s shaped. It’s not Brendan giving Conor all his cash and driving him and Raphina out to their grandads boat in mingled silence and laughter and then a wild joyful yell as they escape, disappearing to find their dreams, with the song he gave his brother slowly covering the sounds of the movie.
It’s his thoughts, clear and grand and said in his own voice.
You've got another chance for life
I can see it in your eyes
'Cause tomorrow you'll be right
Just, the certainty in that. You will be right. Your risks are beautiful. Now go, before mom and dad notice.
Don't sit around and talk it over
You're running out of time
Just face ahead, no going back now
It’s not just the quiet of the car. It’s all of his well wishes that he doesn’t let out and the thoughts that played out in that quiet drive to the port.
Then the joy that builds because Conor chased his dreams instead of drowning in their impossibility like Brendan did. That joy-
You’re never gonna go if you don’t go now
You’re never gonna know if you don’t find out
You’re never turning back, never turning around
How that last line is a thing that Brendan needs to be true, because Conor’s dream can’t crash. He can’t come home because his dream fell apart. It’s too damn bright.
Go on, be wrong. Cause tomorrow, you’ll be right.
I’ve just gotta say. I’m Very Normal about how the musical emphasizes points of the movie that hit me like a thousand bricks in this song. It’s not the song playing over an ending sequence. It’s the finale itself.